Ive been so busy this week. We're getting things ready for a rummage sale next weekend & im really just at the end of my rope. Im glad its Friday, because I dont think i could take another day of KIDS. Not Mine. Other peoples. Its crazy that I feel like being home with my 3 kids is me, getting a "break".. but after a day filled with 11 kids running around. taking care of my 3 seems like a walk in the park!
Oh, Friday.. today was Payday for 2 of my daycare families. Neither of which PAID me.. talk about frustrating. >.<>on my pay day. I wonder what these women would do if their bosses came up to them and said "Hey, ____, Look, Im not gonna be in town on payday, is it ok if I just pay you on Monday?" umm.. DOUBT IT. I dont think people really take what I do seriously. And why should they, right? I mean, Im not DOING anything. Im just sitting at home all day. Nevermind all the diapers I change, the meals I cook, the faces & hands I wash, the messes I clean up, the questions I answer, the books I read, The dishes I do. No one really notices the bottles I make, the hours I spend each month spoon feeding their child, the fights I break up (lol), the teeth I brush, the early mornings, the things I dont get to do with my OWN children...
There are SO many sacrifices in what I do. And I dont get paid when Im supposed to? :( Kinda makes me feel worthless. To them anyway. Ughh. You would think that the last person they would want to tick off would be the person who cares for their children. Changing the subject now.
Its Mothers Day weekend. And no matter how many years pass, or how many children Ive been blessed with. Mothers Day is always a reminder of the children I carried with me for such a short time .. I will celebrate being a Mother to my 3 amazing babes. But I will also take a special time, as I always do, to remember the 4 that I never held in my arms. They will forever hold a place in my heart. ♥
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