I have worked very hard in my life & endured much heartache trying to clean up my "friends list".. im not just talking facebook here. Im talking REAL LIFE. There have been several people i would have rather not let go, but after seeing time & time again why they SHOULDNT be in my life... i finally gave up & gave em the boot.
I used to be all about forgiveness & excuses.. but that wasnt really working for me. So i decided that i wouldnt allow those people to hurt me over & over again any more. thats my right, isnt it? Heck yes, it is. Its also MY decision.
I mostly love hearing about all the things i condfided in them about being spewed from the mouth of the LAST people i wanted to know those things!
It hurt. Until i thought about it more. Why should i care what they know about me?? Am i not still ME regardless of what they know or Dont know?? Its just a matter of pride. And sister, Pride is for the birds! I can have all the pride in the world & it wont save me from myself. In fact, it only causes me MORE problems!
BAck to these "friends"! i cant believe how quickly i am to turn the focus to myself! its like this is supposed to be all about me! :P lol
ok, maybe enough about them.. I cant think of another negative thing to say as Jesus taps me on the shoulder & gives me "the look" as i glance back at Him. ;] I should try to keep my atttention on the GREAT PEOPLE i have in my life! WE HAD A MAJOR PROBLEM TODAY and a friend of mine was over getting a pedicure from these magic hands HAHA! Anyway, she recognized the agony & without so much as a 2nd thought, she fixed it! What a HUGE blessing from God! I love the friends I have aquired as a Christian the most, because they GET IT. they understand why I love our Lord so much & the best part.. THEY LOVE HIM TOO! *sighh* love it.
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